LENT: a holy human shape

Now,
O Lord,
Calm me into a quietness
That heals
And listens,
And molds my longings
And passions,
My wounds
And wonderings
Into a more holy
And human
Shape.

(Prayer poem by Ted Loder)​

John 21

Monday: John 21:1-4
Tuesday: John 21:5-8
Wednesday: John 21:9-14
Thursday: John 21:15-19
Friday: John 21:20-25

REFLECTION QUESTIONS:
1.    Having witnessed Jesus’ death and resurrection, the disciples try to return to what had been normal to them. Jesus met them where they were, but he didn’t leave them there. Are there places in your life where, after encountering Jesus, you’ve attempted to return to something familiar and “normal,” only to find that something is askew? Is Jesus working to transform your normality? To what “new normal” is he calling you?

2.    Peter tries to compare himself to another disciple. Jesus, in so many words, tells Peter to mind his own business. Have you ever felt that someone else gets a better deal from Jesus than do you? Is Jesus speaking to you now about minding your own business, to focus your attention on how he is drawing you into his work?

John 20

Monday: John 20:1-10
Tuesday: John 20:11-18
Wednesday: John 20:19-23
Thursday: John 20:24-29
Friday: John 20:30-31

REFLECTION QUESTIONS:

1. The story of God’s work begins and reaches a climax in a garden. Mary thought that Jesus was the man who tended the garden near the tomb. In Genesis 2, it is the first humans who set about to tend the garden. In John 20, Jesus rises victorious and appears to take on the posture of a gardener. How does this appearance transform the curse in Genesis 3? Is Jesus able to bring transformation to the areas of your life where you feel cursed?

2. Jesus comes back to see Thomas and gives him the physical evidence he seems to need in order to believe. Have you struggled with unbelief? Have you labored under the guilt of having that struggle in the first place? What if you offered your doubts to Jesus and asked him to give you what you need to believe? Would he love you as much as he loved Thomas?